The guess I am writing here after a very long time. Today I finished the last paper for my MDiv in Biblical Studies and just like that 3 years are over. I have been on this little Island for the last three years. Studying, thinking, and wondering. Sometimes I wonder why I couldn't have just stayed home and got married, had kids, a dog, and perhaps a cat. That would have been peaceful and good. Sure I could have been a good Christian too. Taking the kids to church, earning an honest living.
Yet here I am contemplating things that are surely beyond me. Thinking about truth and life. However, I may wish things to be the bottom line is I am here and I am writing and I am thinking. In fact I am writing here because the website I was using to help me wirte, 750 words became paid. Its not expensive, but I have practically no money of my own and I do not have a credit card to pay even if I did have the money. Strange how one thing can lead to the other and can end up with unforeseen circumstances. Who knows this may be the journey for me to become an awesome author/ blogger, whatever that sort of thing may be. On the other hand this may be just a one off ramble like the many previous ones and I may not be back for another few years.
Perhaps that is what life is... a series of perhapses that one must live through and out of a series of possible perhapses one may see one or the other come true giving birth to its own set of perhapses. The other older perhapses being lost in space and time or perhaps not...
Yet here I am contemplating things that are surely beyond me. Thinking about truth and life. However, I may wish things to be the bottom line is I am here and I am writing and I am thinking. In fact I am writing here because the website I was using to help me wirte, 750 words became paid. Its not expensive, but I have practically no money of my own and I do not have a credit card to pay even if I did have the money. Strange how one thing can lead to the other and can end up with unforeseen circumstances. Who knows this may be the journey for me to become an awesome author/ blogger, whatever that sort of thing may be. On the other hand this may be just a one off ramble like the many previous ones and I may not be back for another few years.
Perhaps that is what life is... a series of perhapses that one must live through and out of a series of possible perhapses one may see one or the other come true giving birth to its own set of perhapses. The other older perhapses being lost in space and time or perhaps not...
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